Happy New year

“Happy New Year”, this is what the whole world is screaming out right now, I can hear the voices of crackers bursting, people screaming, dancing on upbeat music, and being all chirpy as no matter how the year went, one must be happy in the parties and here I am sitting on my chair in a dark room and a dilemma that whether I should publish this post or not ??!! As no one wants to read a gloomy tale on New year !!! Then this reality hit me hard that the sole purpose of this blog was to vent out my feelings and I started thinking about what other people will think as if real life was not enough for that, so finally decided to post this.

I see people raving about how this year is bad, not worth anything, and whatnot!!! Well for me the past all years (after 2016) was bad (this one was worse though) …. Ever had this feeling, that the heaviness of your heart has surpassed the weight of your body, that someone has passed a sword through your heart and instead of taking it out, left it there only !!!! This is how I always feel irrespective of my mood, whether I am laughing, dancing, talking to others, angry or sad, this feeling is constant. This unrest is constant.

Things are getting more twisted with each passing year !!! Right now visions of all the past New years are crossing my mind and how on every New Year I just wished one thing that until next year may this mess gets cleared out of my life but destiny had different plans and with every year passing, my life just got messier and messier!!!! I don’t know if I dare to wish something like that again but I am writing this post with the hope that when I will read this post again next new year, I wanna read this with a smile on my face and thinking that my hardship is finally over, but one can only wish !!!!

Anyways all I want to say is HAPPY NEW YEAR to all, stay healthy, stay safe and always be grateful for the things you have in life, never take things for granted in your life…

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61 thoughts on “Happy New year”

  1. You are not alone! We all are hurting and healing in silence.
    Happy new year! May this year bring all the happiness and success that you deserve ❀️

  2. Happy new yearπŸŽ‰ Yeah, it’s true- we often we fail to express ourselves thinking what others will think. This happens with me too, but it’s important to channelise our emotions😊 Hope this year is a lot more cheerful than the ones that have passed😁

  3. You have written my sentiments exactly! But here’s the thing, with many hardships I have learned, nothing ever last and with hardships comes ease. Things always happen for a reason. You may not understand it now but you will get it years down the line, trust me on this. Don’t give up hope or stop wishing β€”there’s always light at the end of the tunnel.

    Lots of love and hugs from me. Happy new year sweet🧑I hope this year is filled with love and happiness xx

  4. Happy New Year Dear Vani!
    I’m sorry to hear it’s been a tough last few years. I’d never know it by your fun posts you share. Thanks for you honesty. Sending you love and light and a big hug.
    Write it down and be specific. It can be magical. I’m going to post a burning bowl ceramony Monday ( I think 🀣) which is so powerful me and manifests so much positivity and joy in my life. Hope it does for you too! ❀️❀️❀️

  5. Happy new year… I hope the year brings you immense happiness Vani… So much happiness that overshadows the hurt and sadness❀❀

  6. Happy 2021! The past year was a rollercoaster, but I refuse to think it is bad. It was like any other year – it presented us with challenges and hope. We make the best of it. Hoping you have a really good one this year!

  7. Happy new year πŸ₯³!!!!! Good luck for the new year!!!! May god be with you always πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡πŸ˜‡

  8. 4-5 years of pain isn’t exciting Vani. I hope and pray that God helps you resolve all that is hurting you and as I said in my post: 2021 would be your best year ever.

    I shall keep you in my healing prayers.

    Love and blessings πŸ’–πŸ€—

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